Child Sexual abuse and spiritual abuses

http://www.jesus-is-savior.com/False%20Religions/Illuminati/child_sexual_abuse.htm

I am a survivor of incestual, psychological and physical abuse. My abuses are extensive. Spiritually, psychologically, physically, telepathically, and sexually abused by Stone Mason immediate family and their cult. Incestual abuse that occurs from the matriarchal side with a believer in "past life" as being a reason for child sexual abuse.

They work with the denying mental health system. I was put into a psych ward in Newcastle in 2006, soon after I was attuned as a Reiki Master. I believe even my reiki teacher is involved in correlation with their abuses, an ex nurse. My father hit me in the ward and I talked to the Psychiatrist about it they did not believe me or persue any action. I asked if they have cameras, they denied it. I believe they lie.

I believe my truth and they lie.

Psychiatric abuses occur as well, under the thumb of loose rules involving almost any form of physical abuse and medicating against a persons will. Abuses occur from the spiritual darknesses. Devils and other dark spiritual rites. I have seen spiders appear and all manner of images and darkness - due to spiritual abuses tying in with sexual, violent and physical abuse. I saw a spider drop down from a web right in front of me when I was in Armidale in NSW in the later winter of 2005. I was just walking along a paved city street, it appeared out of nowhere, and then disappeared before I could find it again.. and since then I have seen many other images falsely portrayed before my eyes, endangering my concentration and safety. What if I am riding my bike and get overwhelmed by images that they have put into me?

The following ifnormation correlates with images I have seen. Words that have crossed my mind.

The victim/survivor is called a "slave" by the programmer/handler, who in turn is perceived as "master" or "god." About 75% are female, since they possess a higher tolerance for pain and tend to dissociate easier than males. Subjects are used mainly for cover operations, prostitution and pornography; involvement in the entertainment industry is notable.

A former military officer connected to the DIA, told this writer,

"In the ’big picture’ these people [MONARCH victims] are in all walks of life, from the bum on the street to the white-collar guy".

In corroboration, a retired CIA agent vaguely discussed the use of such personnel to be used as "plants" or "chameleons" for the purpose of infiltrating a designated group, gathering information and/or injecting an ulterior agenda.

There are an inordinate amount of alters in the victim/survivor with numerous back-up programs, mirrors and shadows. A division of light-side (good) and dark-side (bad) alters are interwoven in the mind and rotate on an axis. One of the main internal structures, (of which their are many) within the system is shaped like a double-helix, consisting of seven levels. Each system has an internal programmer which oversees the "gatekeeper" (demons?) who grant or deny entry into the different rooms.

 

A few of the internal images predominately seen by victims/survivors are:

• trees
• the Cabalistic "Tree of Life," with adjoining root systems
• infinity loops
• ancient symbols and letters
• spider webs
• mirrors or glass shattering
• masks
• castles
• mazes
• demons/monsters/aliens
• sea shells
• butterflies
• snakes
• ribbons
• bows
• flowers
• hour glasses
• clocks
• robots
• chain-of-command diagrams
• schematics of computer circuitry boards

information from...

http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/sociopolitica/esp_sociopol_mindcon02.htm


Blessings
Samantha Aungle

Brian Haw, peace activist has died. Bless his soul.

Brian Haw Website

Brian Haw was famous for his extensively dedicated peace protests for over a decade outside the London Houses of Parliament.

He died at the age of 62. He travelled to Germany at the start of 2011 for cancer treatment.

We mourn the passing of a dedicated activist.

Blessings
Samantha Aungle

In Memory of Star the dog

We loved her, those who care for the welfare of the animals. She lived underneath the dirt, tied around the mouth, the body. Shot multiple times in the head. Still managed to fight the earthen grave to find air and make a whimpering sound to be heard.

She was rescued, given surgery, they took care of her bullet wounds, they took care of her fragile body and she began to recover. She was given a new owner, and they took her home, only too briefly, before they noticed she was not well enough for them to look after her, and so they took her to the vet again, and she lived out the last of her days with pancreatitis.

She had bravely and amazingly lived these last few months in Malta, and Star deserved her life!

She tried to live and many are in sympathy. Now we, the concerned people are looking for her attacker, the one who shot her in the head and tied her mouth and body, and buried her, leaving her for dead.

They will need to be caught to stop them from getting away with any further horrible crimes!

Blessings
Samantha Aungle

This video makes me reconsider veganism again

I have been a vegan before for two years. I lost a huge amount of weight and muscle, withered away, but now I think I should stop endorsing animal cruelty in slaughterhouses and in live export by buying and consuming meat. The animals fear death terribly. They have spirits! They are not to be treated in this way!

Live Export


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Samantha Aungle

Have to take it slow now

Even though it all began in winter of 2007. I have to take it slow now. I have a hernia, chronic fatigue syndrome, and numerous other health conditions stemming from all around that time. Still without an operation for the hernia, but recommended today by the home visiting GP. For some point in the future after ultrasounds and such to see it and assess it more clearly.

I went to see a female doctor who touched quite a palpable swelling that moved to the touch in 2007 after lifting and carrying a heavy computer and monitor in a box to the post office and back several times. The swelling isn't as noticeable but I think I have flooded it - to sort of quote Bill Cosby, Fat Albert.

So I am trying to stay off heavy food, and try to stick to raw fruit and veg. Organic coconut is a most beautiful fruit. And eat slowly when I do eat. And plenty of alkalised water.

And slowly and thoughtfully moving around.

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to add further.. I am hoping I do not need the operation for the hernia and that it will heal from holistic foods, fasting, careful rest and gentle yoga, and not lifting anything heavy. I hope to strengthen it and want to see the ultrasound for what it actually looks like and what is exactly happening...and also maybe the least pressurised and intrusive and damaging is to have a psychic look at my body internally. they can use a from of inner viewing right into cells. I know of it from Barbara Brennan's book Hands of Light. See more about the book Hands of Light B Brennan

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Samantha Aungle

To Destory is not right

Why is it such an issue for people to say no throughout the world?! Why must it be so hard fought a battle to say no?! Why is it that life is not just harmonious, free and happy?!

Why do people seek to control and destory? To destory is to take from the truth of the life lived on earth. The experience of the individual. To destory is to cut down trees, to take from their stories. To destory is to stop the truth of abuses. To destory is to say it is right when it is not the true or entire story. It is a falsification. No more destorying!

All the beings of the future must live in peace.

Stop the destorying! For our future and we choose to live as we all choose to live, that is our right to say no to anything we do not agree to that traps us that stops us from breathing fresh air, from walking freely down the street, from walking down the street at night without any thought of disempowerment. To walk freely is to be with story. Strengthen and tell your story! Make your truth heard!

Oppressed people are spiritually gifted, such as this man - the story he tells is a result of letting go of destorying. The woman he mentions is also gifted, read on to comprehend why.

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Samantha Aungle

My version of a famous recipe..

Brodequin roti facon Ombres - Terry Pratchett inspired

Enjoy, from one of my newly favourite authors!

blessings
Samantha Aungle