To buy an acoustic bass guitar and to keep on with my positive addiction to learning the bass and finding the best notes by experimentation. Ok that should be pretty easy, now I have tested out a beautiful Arco 3/4 double bass from Animato, and a cheapo Artist pbass guitar and amp. Something in between. Both the pbass and the Arco have been sold on to happy owners.
Listening to some of the initial music that has drawn me to the sound of the bass, such as Midlife Crisis from the old Faith No More - that I had on tape and played on my walkman!
Diesel was also an early inspiration with the live version of Rhythm of Your Soul being one I heard just a little while ago. Pearl Jam's Ten was an emotional and painfilled musical ear expansion. My dad knew how much I loved Pearl Jam, so one Christmas I got a black Ten t-shirt. Skunkhour have definitely inspired me to explore bass on the funkier side of playing styles, the first CD I bought when I was 16 was Feed.
Also classical will be an interesting genre to persue on the acoustic bass, and Catholic church hymns, choral songs, and all of those haunting and sad funeral pieces such as Faure's Requiem. Or any of the other requiem compositions.
My aunt believes me to be a bass player and she is a Master of music. A friend who plays and makes electric guitars and basses told me I have good rhythm, when I played on one his handmade basses!
I know I have rhythm! It is great to be supported though, as I would be able to hear a mushroom growing in a distant forest if I did not play bass! It would be pretty boring!
I am hoping after a recent hospitalisation for 6 days with a swollen pancreas - of unknown diagnosis, even after blood tests, 2 CT scans, audio and visual ultrasound, an endoscopy through my mouth by a specialist..
Nothing was found, or why I had suddenly thrown up the day before I was hospitalised. I visited my GP, had a CT scan and the next day turned up ready to go to the gym after being at the dentist for some much needed dental work - done for free on a care plan because I have chronic fatigue syndrome, and have had that since winter of 2007. The CT had such alarming results to the GP that they immediatley called for an ambulance to take me to emergency.
I was feeling quite terrible. A similar thing happened out of the blue when I was on the way to the train station on my dual suspesion mountain bike. I suddenly felt dizzy and too hot, and then threw up in the parking lot of the train station. I told myself to ignore it and managed to get the train that took 2 hours to the city. I was studying Digital Animation at JMC Academy, and it was early 2010. I had just begun the Diploma course.
I had sips of an organic ginger tea I bought before class, and was taking charcoal tablets a few days before as I had felt quite congested in my stomach. It was uncomfortable to be in class, but I got through that day. I woke up the next morning and just threw up straight away.
I sought the help of TCM, and had Chinese herbal medicine and acupuncture. It helped for me to have herbs and the acupuncture. The therapist diagnosed me as having too much heat. Which I truly did feel, physically, even though the heat he was talking of was of energetic heat.
I could not tolerate the stress of the full time Diploma in Digital Animation, and so I left the course. But because I used an alternative form of medicine and healing, I was not given financial consideration by JMC for leaving after the Census date because the only thing that was seen to be passable as proof of illness was a Medical Certificate from a GP. Which I did not seek, as I was too sick, and also did not see the TCM practitioner until a little while after I had been sick, due to his appointments being full until I was seen.
Some things have to be waited for. Some things are irrelevant to a true state of health. Some things are a choice in this world. I now have a debt to the government and I think it should be erased from the system as I had a relevant health complaint, no matter who I had seen - they are health professionals!
Wow, doesn't the census date debt have something to do with Jesus's birth? I am a Catholic and I have found nothing else but what lies within the spiritual world to be an answer for some things that cannot be explained rationally. I have had many things drawing me into a stronger faith, and I have felt the recent healing power of the Blessed Saint Mary of the Cross, as I knelt at her tomb in North Sydney, in the Mary Mackillop Place Museum and Chapel. My knee has been troubling me for a few years, ever since I slipped in a wet bathroom when dancing Scottish Country Dance rather excitedly! I was learning it at Blackheath, and I ended up on a stretcher going out the door saying to the paramedics, I think I am a Frida Kahlo.
She is one of my favourite artists of all time! I love her dark and exploratory bold work! Her political stance was strong, and she worked so hard even through her worst times in bed with her broken back. Her story is just beautiful, and I love the movie, Frida. A visual feast fit for the artists who love her now, and fitting for her as an artist.
I also want to add another New Years resolution. I will produce more art work, and work on my two oil paintings of The Blessed Saint Mary of the Cross. One was privately commissioned by a rich Catholic man, but I could not properly do the work in time for when it was expected. Nevermind, I di not lose out, that is how I bought the double bass that I had for a little while.
I hope you all have a wonderful New Year celebration, I know I am looking forward to a great party in the tropics - but if there is cyclones, then I will find happiness from some other source. I'll probably just laugh at my imagination, as I always do!
Blessings
Samantha Aungle
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Sunday, August 14, 2011
Child Sexual abuse and spiritual abuses
http://www.jesus-is-savior.com/False%20Religions/Illuminati/child_sexual_abuse.htm
I am a survivor of incestual, psychological and physical abuse. My abuses are extensive. Spiritually, psychologically, physically, telepathically, and sexually abused by Stone Mason immediate family and their cult. Incestual abuse that occurs from the matriarchal side with a believer in "past life" as being a reason for child sexual abuse.
They work with the denying mental health system. I was put into a psych ward in Newcastle in 2006, soon after I was attuned as a Reiki Master. I believe even my reiki teacher is involved in correlation with their abuses, an ex nurse. My father hit me in the ward and I talked to the Psychiatrist about it they did not believe me or persue any action. I asked if they have cameras, they denied it. I believe they lie.
I believe my truth and they lie.
Psychiatric abuses occur as well, under the thumb of loose rules involving almost any form of physical abuse and medicating against a persons will. Abuses occur from the spiritual darknesses. Devils and other dark spiritual rites. I have seen spiders appear and all manner of images and darkness - due to spiritual abuses tying in with sexual, violent and physical abuse. I saw a spider drop down from a web right in front of me when I was in Armidale in NSW in the later winter of 2005. I was just walking along a paved city street, it appeared out of nowhere, and then disappeared before I could find it again.. and since then I have seen many other images falsely portrayed before my eyes, endangering my concentration and safety. What if I am riding my bike and get overwhelmed by images that they have put into me?
The following ifnormation correlates with images I have seen. Words that have crossed my mind.
information from...
http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/sociopolitica/esp_sociopol_mindcon02.htm
Blessings
Samantha Aungle
I am a survivor of incestual, psychological and physical abuse. My abuses are extensive. Spiritually, psychologically, physically, telepathically, and sexually abused by Stone Mason immediate family and their cult. Incestual abuse that occurs from the matriarchal side with a believer in "past life" as being a reason for child sexual abuse.
They work with the denying mental health system. I was put into a psych ward in Newcastle in 2006, soon after I was attuned as a Reiki Master. I believe even my reiki teacher is involved in correlation with their abuses, an ex nurse. My father hit me in the ward and I talked to the Psychiatrist about it they did not believe me or persue any action. I asked if they have cameras, they denied it. I believe they lie.
I believe my truth and they lie.
Psychiatric abuses occur as well, under the thumb of loose rules involving almost any form of physical abuse and medicating against a persons will. Abuses occur from the spiritual darknesses. Devils and other dark spiritual rites. I have seen spiders appear and all manner of images and darkness - due to spiritual abuses tying in with sexual, violent and physical abuse. I saw a spider drop down from a web right in front of me when I was in Armidale in NSW in the later winter of 2005. I was just walking along a paved city street, it appeared out of nowhere, and then disappeared before I could find it again.. and since then I have seen many other images falsely portrayed before my eyes, endangering my concentration and safety. What if I am riding my bike and get overwhelmed by images that they have put into me?
The following ifnormation correlates with images I have seen. Words that have crossed my mind.
The victim/survivor is called a "slave" by the programmer/handler, who in turn is perceived as "master" or "god." About 75% are female, since they possess a higher tolerance for pain and tend to dissociate easier than males. Subjects are used mainly for cover operations, prostitution and pornography; involvement in the entertainment industry is notable.
A former military officer connected to the DIA, told this writer,
A former military officer connected to the DIA, told this writer,
"In the ’big picture’ these people [MONARCH victims] are in all walks of life, from the bum on the street to the white-collar guy".
In corroboration, a retired CIA agent vaguely discussed the use of such personnel to be used as "plants" or "chameleons" for the purpose of infiltrating a designated group, gathering information and/or injecting an ulterior agenda.
There are an inordinate amount of alters in the victim/survivor with numerous back-up programs, mirrors and shadows. A division of light-side (good) and dark-side (bad) alters are interwoven in the mind and rotate on an axis. One of the main internal structures, (of which their are many) within the system is shaped like a double-helix, consisting of seven levels. Each system has an internal programmer which oversees the "gatekeeper" (demons?) who grant or deny entry into the different rooms.
There are an inordinate amount of alters in the victim/survivor with numerous back-up programs, mirrors and shadows. A division of light-side (good) and dark-side (bad) alters are interwoven in the mind and rotate on an axis. One of the main internal structures, (of which their are many) within the system is shaped like a double-helix, consisting of seven levels. Each system has an internal programmer which oversees the "gatekeeper" (demons?) who grant or deny entry into the different rooms.
A few of the internal images predominately seen by victims/survivors are:
information from...
http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/sociopolitica/esp_sociopol_mindcon02.htm
Blessings
Samantha Aungle
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Brian Haw, peace activist has died. Bless his soul.
Brian Haw Website
Brian Haw was famous for his extensively dedicated peace protests for over a decade outside the London Houses of Parliament.
He died at the age of 62. He travelled to Germany at the start of 2011 for cancer treatment.
We mourn the passing of a dedicated activist.
Blessings
Samantha Aungle
Brian Haw was famous for his extensively dedicated peace protests for over a decade outside the London Houses of Parliament.
He died at the age of 62. He travelled to Germany at the start of 2011 for cancer treatment.
We mourn the passing of a dedicated activist.
Blessings
Samantha Aungle
Monday, June 13, 2011
In Memory of Star the dog
We loved her, those who care for the welfare of the animals. She lived underneath the dirt, tied around the mouth, the body. Shot multiple times in the head. Still managed to fight the earthen grave to find air and make a whimpering sound to be heard.
She was rescued, given surgery, they took care of her bullet wounds, they took care of her fragile body and she began to recover. She was given a new owner, and they took her home, only too briefly, before they noticed she was not well enough for them to look after her, and so they took her to the vet again, and she lived out the last of her days with pancreatitis.
She had bravely and amazingly lived these last few months in Malta, and Star deserved her life!
She tried to live and many are in sympathy. Now we, the concerned people are looking for her attacker, the one who shot her in the head and tied her mouth and body, and buried her, leaving her for dead.
They will need to be caught to stop them from getting away with any further horrible crimes!
Blessings
Samantha Aungle
She was rescued, given surgery, they took care of her bullet wounds, they took care of her fragile body and she began to recover. She was given a new owner, and they took her home, only too briefly, before they noticed she was not well enough for them to look after her, and so they took her to the vet again, and she lived out the last of her days with pancreatitis.
She had bravely and amazingly lived these last few months in Malta, and Star deserved her life!
She tried to live and many are in sympathy. Now we, the concerned people are looking for her attacker, the one who shot her in the head and tied her mouth and body, and buried her, leaving her for dead.
They will need to be caught to stop them from getting away with any further horrible crimes!
Blessings
Samantha Aungle
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
This video makes me reconsider veganism again
I have been a vegan before for two years. I lost a huge amount of weight and muscle, withered away, but now I think I should stop endorsing animal cruelty in slaughterhouses and in live export by buying and consuming meat. The animals fear death terribly. They have spirits! They are not to be treated in this way!
Live Export
Blessings
Samantha Aungle
Live Export
Blessings
Samantha Aungle
Saturday, May 28, 2011
Have to take it slow now
Even though it all began in winter of 2007. I have to take it slow now. I have a hernia, chronic fatigue syndrome, and numerous other health conditions stemming from all around that time. Still without an operation for the hernia, but recommended today by the home visiting GP. For some point in the future after ultrasounds and such to see it and assess it more clearly.
I went to see a female doctor who touched quite a palpable swelling that moved to the touch in 2007 after lifting and carrying a heavy computer and monitor in a box to the post office and back several times. The swelling isn't as noticeable but I think I have flooded it - to sort of quote Bill Cosby, Fat Albert.
So I am trying to stay off heavy food, and try to stick to raw fruit and veg. Organic coconut is a most beautiful fruit. And eat slowly when I do eat. And plenty of alkalised water.
And slowly and thoughtfully moving around.
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to add further.. I am hoping I do not need the operation for the hernia and that it will heal from holistic foods, fasting, careful rest and gentle yoga, and not lifting anything heavy. I hope to strengthen it and want to see the ultrasound for what it actually looks like and what is exactly happening...and also maybe the least pressurised and intrusive and damaging is to have a psychic look at my body internally. they can use a from of inner viewing right into cells. I know of it from Barbara Brennan's book Hands of Light. See more about the book Hands of Light B Brennan
Blessings
Samantha Aungle
I went to see a female doctor who touched quite a palpable swelling that moved to the touch in 2007 after lifting and carrying a heavy computer and monitor in a box to the post office and back several times. The swelling isn't as noticeable but I think I have flooded it - to sort of quote Bill Cosby, Fat Albert.
So I am trying to stay off heavy food, and try to stick to raw fruit and veg. Organic coconut is a most beautiful fruit. And eat slowly when I do eat. And plenty of alkalised water.
And slowly and thoughtfully moving around.
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to add further.. I am hoping I do not need the operation for the hernia and that it will heal from holistic foods, fasting, careful rest and gentle yoga, and not lifting anything heavy. I hope to strengthen it and want to see the ultrasound for what it actually looks like and what is exactly happening...and also maybe the least pressurised and intrusive and damaging is to have a psychic look at my body internally. they can use a from of inner viewing right into cells. I know of it from Barbara Brennan's book Hands of Light. See more about the book Hands of Light B Brennan
Blessings
Samantha Aungle
Monday, May 23, 2011
To Destory is not right
Why is it such an issue for people to say no throughout the world?! Why must it be so hard fought a battle to say no?! Why is it that life is not just harmonious, free and happy?!
Why do people seek to control and destory? To destory is to take from the truth of the life lived on earth. The experience of the individual. To destory is to cut down trees, to take from their stories. To destory is to stop the truth of abuses. To destory is to say it is right when it is not the true or entire story. It is a falsification. No more destorying!
All the beings of the future must live in peace.
Stop the destorying! For our future and we choose to live as we all choose to live, that is our right to say no to anything we do not agree to that traps us that stops us from breathing fresh air, from walking freely down the street, from walking down the street at night without any thought of disempowerment. To walk freely is to be with story. Strengthen and tell your story! Make your truth heard!
Oppressed people are spiritually gifted, such as this man - the story he tells is a result of letting go of destorying. The woman he mentions is also gifted, read on to comprehend why.
Blessings
Samantha Aungle
Why do people seek to control and destory? To destory is to take from the truth of the life lived on earth. The experience of the individual. To destory is to cut down trees, to take from their stories. To destory is to stop the truth of abuses. To destory is to say it is right when it is not the true or entire story. It is a falsification. No more destorying!
All the beings of the future must live in peace.
Stop the destorying! For our future and we choose to live as we all choose to live, that is our right to say no to anything we do not agree to that traps us that stops us from breathing fresh air, from walking freely down the street, from walking down the street at night without any thought of disempowerment. To walk freely is to be with story. Strengthen and tell your story! Make your truth heard!
Oppressed people are spiritually gifted, such as this man - the story he tells is a result of letting go of destorying. The woman he mentions is also gifted, read on to comprehend why.
Blessings
Samantha Aungle
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